I hope you find me “ugly“

in terms you will love me for my flaws ,

my bad side and who I really am .

If you fall in love with me -it will be one sided

and the feeling you will wrap me around with ,

will be self distracting ,unproviding.

If you fall in love with me ,you might wear

Rosed coloured glasses

and excuse myself ,but the flame will turn this way to ashes .

Falling in love is great ,but growing in love

will make you into my flower

and I’ll be there when you dry off

and even in winter‘s darkest hour .

This isn’t about calling a summertime ours ,

but staying for your April Shower.

If you are ugly ,I’m ugly ,too!

Don’t fall in love with me ,just love me ,too.