I need to save me from the tears. I've found a book (like a friendship book ) i gave around a Christmas Party and it was the question "What kind of traditions you follow every year ? " ,that made me emotional. Well, it's the most common ones , going to church , gathering and cooking together ,solving a murder Mystery . The next day, wearing pyjamas and preparing breakfast , if we haven't exchanged all gifts on Christmas Eve with loved ones , there might be a few more gifts under the tree and Christmas movies Marathon awaits, then. Well, i haven't celebrated Christmas since 2017 with the family and i promised myself i will buy Christmas decorations this year . It hit me so hard , how beautiful life is when shared . It was my first Christmas Party with a Company, last year .