An October with a plot twist ? Well, that is ground-breaking! Or does it seem as if things are falling into the right places ? Any how,  it is the Fall . Not that one , not the Fall of the Roman Empire . Fall for me has the energy of beginnings , organizing life and maybe falling in love. That i did , too but on October the year of 2023 . I fell that fall and i rose in my poetry, afterwards. Before into after , existence only offer is change and change is inevitable to develop . As the seasons go by ,we welcome change in hopes we will truly understand our purposes . Be smitten by three things (i mention three as a lucky number ) I have new in my life in Late Year of 2025 . 

To begin with, I fancy a new way of living by downgrading . It all started with low capacity on my iPhone  . I needed more space to do spreadsheet work and I ditched my social media apps ,then got used life without them. The capacity was still so low ,i had to buy a smartphone . Domino effect has me controlling my availability , separating my private life from work life and expanding my creativity. As a private experiment on finding creativity again ,I begun reinventing the usage of old instruments for everyday acts .Needed a picture..i will take it with  an analog camera . Screenshot ? Yes , please! But make it old -fashion. I will download a picture ,print it and crop it as a sticker for my notebook, sketching it or even make voice memos with a voice recorder.  I have dozens of notebooks that i need for different occasions and as unbelievable you might think it is , i use them more often than the application on the phone and i even look back at them notes when needed. After two months , you get so used to a slow life . Believe me , one day you wake up and sing "it's a new day , it's a new life for me ". Call me , Nina Simone , sir . A smartphone will do that job for you ,too .

Connecting a reason to it's result , whereas the reason in the current situation is nostalgia and vintage thinking , the result is downgrading your devices with the benefits of an extra joy. Practising that,  one thing led to another and now I drink filter coffee made by a traditional filter coffee maker .How it feels like ?  I am an Edward Hopper painting . The loneliness is here as much as the warmth. Lonely in my choices , but my choices warm me up. 

Next one .  I wanted to start a new sport that exercise the discipline and as a chain of events , i ended up taking Taekwon-Do classes. The utmost purpose of Taekwon-Do is to eliminate fighting by discouraging the stronger’s oppression of the weaker with a power that must be based on humanity, justice, morality, wisdom and faith, thus helping to build a better and more peaceful world. All people , regardless of age , have felt that death is a shame or fear it and lamented that they cannot live as long as the pine trees or the turtles that seem to live a thousand years. Righteous people , on the other hand, deplore the fact that justice does not always triumph over the tyranny of power. However, there are two ways to deal with these problems that are timeless problems of the human beings for thousand of years : The former, through mental discipline, the latter, through physical training. It is firm believed through Taekwon-Do philosophy that anyone can garner enough strength to become a guardian of justice, to challenge social disunity and, to cultivate the human spirit to the highest level attainable .

In all ,it is a practise in engaging less to captivating activities of the corrupt modern age and behaviours . On the physically practise for now I can only admit that it feels very painful to the body, but it excites my inner child . I doesn't have to make that much sense actually and that deeper dive wasn't suggested . From this time forward , we will say it's just fun . I'm looking forward for splits . 

And you want to know another interesting fact ? I don't only make over phone ,sports and coffee preferences . I'm rebuilding my career ,too. I don't need to parade in a job that is not made for me just as a means to wear nice clothes . My mind is too Palette like other than Spreadsheet like . And that's okay ! So typically , to paint the image in your head , my mind initiated dancing as the Dream Man's Arm dances in Twin Peaks prequel film :" Fire Walk with Me ", to give some sort of information . In a weird and disturbing matter , that hints me with clues . Clues that we live in a dream and one day we drink that damn fine coffee , which is a filter coffee and we wake up and realise who we really are. It's a great day , when it happens . That's all i can say and of course that I'm not a Sales Person/Advisor . I am here to envision, explore , paint , create , write , learn, maybe teach , make movies ,who knows ... But yes , i very much feel like teaching and studying and doing art the next years that I had to repeat myself .  

There might be popular ways to end a letter to a friend and if you read some or even just one of my short contents  ,you are truly a friend to me ,but I can't come up with a good one . I'm closing off ,with changing and sipping coffee and going bundle on my "left overs ". See you next time ,whatever that time might be . 

Munich , 05/10/25